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I love you so much it's killing us both : a novel, or an annotated mixtape / Mariah Stovall.

Stovall, Mariah, (author.).


"Set in the suburbs of Los Angeles and New York City, I Love You So Much It's Killing Us Both is an immersive journey into the life and mind of Khaki Oliver, who's perennially trying to disappear into something: a codependent friendship, an ill-advised boyfriend, the punk scene, or simply, the ether. These days it's a meaningless job and a comfortingly empty apartment. Then, after a decade of estrangement, she receives a letter from her former best friend. Fiona's throwing a party for her newly adopted daughter and wants Khaki to join the celebration. Khaki is equal parts terrified and tempted to reconnect. Their platonic love was confusing, all-consuming, and encouraged their worst impulses. While stalling her RSVP, Khaki starts crafting the perfect mixtape--revisiting memories of formative shows, failed romances, and the ups and downs of desire and denial--while weighing the risks and rewards of saying yes to Fiona again"-- Provided by publisher.

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  • ISBN: 9781593767600
  • ISBN: 1593767609
  • Physical Description: 326 pages ; 22 cm
  • Edition: First Soft Skull edition.
  • Publisher: New York : Soft Skull, 2024.
Subject: African American women > Fiction.
Best friends > Fiction.
Eating disorders > Fiction.
Genre: Novels.

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  • 8 of 10 copies available at Westchester Library System.


  • 0 current holds with 10 total copies.
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Chappaqua Library FICTION STOVALL (Text) 31005153431103 New Fiction Available -
Croton Free Library FICTION/STOVALL (Text) 31006151999166 New Fiction Available -
Greenburgh Public Library STOVALL (Text) 31009155100765 New Fiction Available -
Harrison Public Library STOVALL, M. (Text) 31010300341478 New Fiction Checked out 05/25/2024
Larchmont Public Library STOVALL (Text) 31014152604298 New Fiction Available -
Mount Kisco Public Library FICTION STOVALL (Text) 31017152030687 Fiction Available -
Ossining Public Library FICTION (Text) 31021101970597 New Fiction Checked out 05/13/2024
Rye Free Reading Room FICTION STOVALL (Text) 31028153543487 New Fiction Available -
Scarsdale Public Library FICTION (Text) 31029154521779 Fiction Available -
White Plains Public Library FICTION (Text) 31544101404556 New Book Available -

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